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[Monday
July 13th, 2009
4:36pm] |
I wish I could even begin to describe what has been going on. Maybe someday I will muster up the courage to really find my feelings and then put them down on paper.
I feel powerless and proud. But look me in the eye and you would never know.
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[Wednesday
April 15th, 2009
1:59pm] |
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What a disappointment.
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[Tuesday
April 7th, 2009
3:19pm] |
I am 20 years old. That's insane FYI!!!
More b'day updates later :D
It turned out to be fantastic!
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| my lj b'day |
[Thursday
February 26th, 2009
3:19pm] |
HEY GUYS! Today is my 5 year Livejournal anniversary!!!!!
HAPPY LJ-DAY TO ME!
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[Monday
January 12th, 2009
2:28am] |
From my boyfriend amidst a huge fight we had regarding his failure at life, irreverent demeanor, and HUGE FUCKING ADDICTION TO HEROIN (UGH.)
I'm sorry love, I love you more than you will ever know.
I wish that we could live in harmony, and would like nothing
better than to hang out with you and give you opinions on your
little music collection. I am sorry for snapping at you. I will try
to not threaten such serious things in the future, but rather be the
loving, caring guy I would like you to have in your life. I will write
more later but I do have to go to justin's right now. Molly, lets not fight, I hate to see us
fall apart. I want you to know that i care about you more than I do myself, and
the last thing i'd like to do would be to break up with you.
love,
shnookies :] :D
August
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[Thursday
September 25th, 2008
1:03am] |
So I'm just recovering from Strep throat. As it turns out this is MY second time creating my very own, unique strain! I don't get it. Some people get stars or cognitive theories made after them... I get a bacteria. Great.
So August is in this stupid rehab called "The Camp" for another couple of weeks (he's been gone for almost a month already.) I have mixed feelings about him coming home because our relationship has been in the gutter for a while. I do live with him, so I'm not sure what the answer is just yet. I do know that i'm interested in studying abroad. I am looking into Costa Rica, Ireland, Chile and Spain specifically...
I should be studying so I think that's all for now but I feel like I'll start writing again. maybe.
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| A Time for Chance |
[Wednesday
April 23rd, 2008
9:29am] |
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I have literally 16 days left of school until I receive my AA in Liberal Arts which will be accompanied by a certificate of achievement in Communications. That means that I am exactly halfway done with my BA. That also means that all of the bullshit lower division classes are over, and now I can start goign to school full time for things I am interested in, i.e. communication. That also means that even if I should get bored or lazy with school and drop out next year, I will still have a solid degree that no one can take away or ignore. I can't believe I've come this far!
It's a really encouraging feeling to be this close. just 8 more weeks, ladies and gents.
The other thing is that I attended an indigenous Aztec dance yesterday. I can't really explain it too well in detail because it was so powerfil and intense that I actually cried. There were five men and women all dressed up in authentic attire and headdresses. They had all these instruments that were mimicking the sounds of nature and the dances were so raw; I felt overwhelmed with energy and emotion. After the dances themselves, the dancers gave a presentation on Danza, which is their group, and Azetc beliefs and roots. Ifelt really connected to the whole thing and started to feel like planning an expedition for myself. I think as soon as August gets off probation I want to plan a trip together to the Amazon. I want to study and photograph and write and interview all about the indigenous people. It is one of the most enriching experiences I have ever had and I would love to travel and experience more of it.
But that's in a while from now...
So for right now I will just continue to spend the majority of my time on my five remaining classes at De Anza, my wonderful job at the bank, my amazing boyfriend August, and my new apartment (that's amess right now AUGHJ!)
I just wish I had more time for, you know, friends.
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OH AND P FUCKING S
I am going to see SHPONGLE!
holy shit I am so excited, if any of you even read my journal anymore and happent o know of shpongle an dhappen to like them and happen to like hanging out with me and happen to live around here then hit me up! Aug is planning on getting a hotel room up in the city and we're going to enjoy an amazing night.
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[Friday
April 4th, 2008
2:07pm] |
it's my birthday!!
haha yayyyyyy!!!
august got me this funny bouquet of flowers except instead of it being flowers it's FRUIT!!!!!!
IT'S AWESOME! it's an assortment of chocolate covered fruits all over. I think he has more in store for me today and i'm so excited to be here right now. I'm havin' a good day.
^_^
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[Friday
March 14th, 2008
3:35am] |
I LOVE MY NEW APARTMENT
I moved in over the weekend and it is supreme!
I have on demand cable, too
and i live in downtown willow glen so it's all the cool aspects of being downtown but none of the ghettoness since this is a ritzy area.
whaoaaoa shit
i'll post more with pictures later on
=D
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[Tuesday
March 11th, 2008
12:57am] |
I'M GOING TO BE 19 IN 23 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BIRTHDAAAY
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| a little help here |
[Monday
March 3rd, 2008
1:47am] |
I guess I missed the bridge
So I just jumped
and found out
that i love to fly and swim.
Isn't that just how is it is? I'm moving out with August this Saturday. We will be in Willow Glen just a few miles from Downtown San Jose. We will have a lovely 2 bedroom condo... I can't believe how my life is taking off. I plan to double major at SJSU between photography and communication. I plan to get started on information on how to go to Stanford for grad school. I plan on getting a new car. I plan on going to IKEA to shop for my new home. I might try to bring CK (my kitty) to live with Aug and I but shhh he doesn't know about that yet >:D Isn't it bizarre how your happiness in life is only directly proportional to your fear when it increases? I guess because you know you have more to lose. All i know is that I'm the happiest I've ever been because pretty soon every night will be a blessing when I can sleep in his arms and every morning will be a dream that I DON'T have to wake up from.
I have not told my dad yet, though.
Oops, heh. :/
I don't want to tell him because I don't want him to cry, and I don't wanthim to talk me out of it.
Any suggestions on how to break the news to him?
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[Monday
January 21st, 2008
11:01pm] |
Alright i'm desperate! I have ben on a Pixie-listening binge for the past week or two yet there's one single song that is missing from my life.
I DONT KNOW WHAT IT'S CALLED
AND I DONT KNOW HOW IT GOES
but i know it's by the pixies
which is a good start since often times I don't know anything about my mystery music.
So anyway, I can tell you that radio stations play the song a good bit, but definitely not as often as 'where is my mind' or 'here comes your man.'
It has a cowbell in it! Even the DJ commented on it and said it was the Pixies, but what could the song be? It's super catchy especially the riff as the song fades out.
Haha, I've spent over three hours trying to find this song and now I'm really behind on my homework, so can't someone just please tell me what the song is called?
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[Thursday
June 15th, 2006
2:54am] |
Now I know you're all thinking what this looks like and let me be the first to tell you that you're wrong -- it's a frog, okay?
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